spankedbyspike: (SbS)
I was . . . certainly a broken soul as much as a broken man when the Mark of Cain was trusted upon myself.

I am . . . not ashamed of where my priorities lie... with Sammy, with Castiel, with those we saved along the way.

I think . . . that if my father was alive today, his brand of discipline would have helped me, more than alcohol, more than nightly hookups, more than the self-pity I am drowning in. It would have given me an outlet for the rage of not completing a task, saving a life, screwing up a world that really didn't need it to, and giving me the forgiveness no one takes the time to bestow on me nowadays.

I wonder . . . if today will be the day I'll stop caring. The day the revenge that I deserve to get and the exhaustion of seeing how greedy, corrupt and self-serving some people are, will be the one where I will fully embrace Cain, reach into my teaching into the hands of Alastair and start a reign of terror, right here, under everyone's feet.

I wish . . . that I had more time to figure out how to stop Sammy from leaving for Stanford. I wish that my parents never met Azazel. I wish that Ellen and Jo, Bobby and Pastor Jim, Lisa and Ben and so many more could see a universe that thanked them for the kindness they brought to it and yes to me.

I save . . . my thoughts under stupid puns, many beers and sometimes even gluttony; I wouldn't want Sam to know them and to realize how close to the surface they are, and how easily they are underlined by powerful emotions. Something to hide under any circumstance...

I always . . . will put Sam first, he may hate it, despise me for it, vent by telling me enough hurtful things to fill a bucket in Hell and still I will always put his well being first.

I can't imagine . . . a world without him, without his ever-present bulk in the car, the hotel, the bunker...

I believe . . . mistakes were made, hopes were raised and ultimately I was just a part of a not so well-oiled machine. One that impose on our world a Faith like determination, keeping all humans as the peons they are, playing their part, barely making a dent in this cosmos Added to neither the naughty nor the nice llist, but being played at all times by higher powers, lower demons...

I promise . . . to always be true to myself, to the boy that tried so hard to emulate John Winchester, hunter extraordinaire; the man willing to emulate Sam, exceptional researcher and sole family member, and even Castiel, otherworldly empath that adopted us and always showed me a better way.

I love . . . with fear, with worries, with doubt and in silence; too afraid that someone will rip it apart, will destroy my little heart, will trample the things and people I hold dear. In secret, and from afar.

Based on a meme with the original prompt of "I" that you have to complete in the spirit of an SPN Character of your choice at spn_spankings
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Decadent? Excessive? Not in my Dreams!
by Spanked by Spike


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Dean Winchester & Crowley (King of Hell some days...)

Set sometimes in mid Season 9 (word count: 526 / NC-17)
Crowley/dean story written for the Valentine Challenge at [livejournal.com profile] spanking_world
Crossposted at Original Community and AO3

Note: I know it's not a good ole parental spanking stories but for the few that will take a moment to discover it, I hope you'll enjoy and who knows? maybe comment, lol
:)

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There is a small challenge going on at [livejournal.com profile] spn_bigpretzel hat inspired these 5 little drabbles:


Table # 6 HEADACHES


Prompt: Indigestion
Title: Pies galore

A Winchester had a healthy appetite. It came with the name. It didn’t matter how old, small, tall they were, you put a full plate in front of them and it was getting cleaned up. No one ever talked about leftovers, about meals too spicy, sweet, big.

Of course, that was before John saw his eldest attack the Pie eating record in this small town. The pies here were monsters, in their own right; filled with fruits none of them could spell and probably never ate in a natural state.

So John readied himself to deal with Dean’s first indigestion.

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Author: [livejournal.com profile] spankedbyspike
Type of work: Fiction
Title: A Supernatural Halloween
Fandom: Supernatural
Spanking Pairing(s) or/and Main Characters: John punishes his teenage sons
Type of Spanking: Parental
Implement(s): Switch
Summary: Sam pressure Dean to get to their first hunt together when their dad leaves just before Halloween and finds out the old man was at the same hunt. They get an unusual punishment to complete the eerie night’s events…
Rating: Light, mostly cute, borderline fluffy (sadly not betaed)
Word Count or Length (videos, podfic, etc): 1367 words
Notes & Warnings: Fun 1st person POV
Spoiler up to: Pre-series
Links to Previous Work in this Verse: Created as an answer to the following prompt made by [livejournal.com profile] itsmecoon in the Halloween Meme at [livejournal.com profile] spanking_world:

It's Halloween and John is away on a hunt, Dean's in charge. The boys are too old to go trick or treating, so they decide to do their first hunt without Dad, a vampire. Little do they know that this is the hunt Dad is doing too. Needless to say, Dad's pissed.


A Supernatural Halloween story )

Hope you like it :)                                                                                                       

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Wrote as part of the 2012 Spring Challenge at [livejournal.com profile] spn_spankings
You can Find here Part 1 and Part 2


Title: The Rules of the Game also known as Part 3 of In the Service of his Master
Author: Spankedbyspike
Characters/Pairings: Sam/dean (unrelated), John

Scenario: Sam plans a maintenance spanking for his new sub.
Implement: ruler

Rating: NC-17 (yep there is a little sexing in here too)
Summary: Sam Winchester helps his dad survive a hunt and meet Dean Smith that he befriends. They become involved… This is the direct follow-up to the two parts I wrote for Round 1 of Slave Exchange Fic found here:
http://slaveexchange.livejournal.com/6672.html
I believe it’s necessary to read this story from the beginning http://spankedbyspike.livejournal.com/21175.html but maybe it can read well by itself, you be the judge…
Word: 2260

Author's Notes/Warnings:
Okay, this is not my usual type of story and it probably is not most readers type of stories here. It’s about the building of a modern BDSM relationship between two consenting adults. Keep in mind that Dean is mute in here and I haven’t yet explained how that occurred, even though I know it. It’s okay if you folks won’t read this, I’m just happy I managed to use all the prompts in my card: yeah!

Prompts: Learn(ing) To Respect, Kiss(ing), Atrocities(y), Were Creatures, Tops and Bottoms, Bad Boy(s), College, Slave(ry), Ruler

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In the service of his Master (3) )

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Author's Name: Spanked by Spike
Story Banners by:
[livejournal.com profile] angelus2hot
Title: In the Service of his Master
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 13,034
Pairing/Characters: Sam Winchester/dean Smith (not related), John Winchester, Alastair.
Story Summary: Sam, a doctor in the ER services of a hospital in San Francisco must leave town to help his father, a Hunter, deal with a Supernatural being close to Portland, OR. There, he discovers a submissive man, dean, and starts a BDSM relationship that could change his life.
Warnings: Mature wording, concepts and content with explicit sex, BDSM elements, some non sexual and non graphic abuse and Spanking
Link to Story:
http://spankedbyspike.livejournal.com/21175.html

Original Prompt: AC06 with Master: Jared or Sam; Slave: Jensen or dean
Primary Prompt Phrase: BDSM gone wrong, healing Secondary Prompt Phrase: Mute!jen (dean), ER doc + Dom! Jared (Sam)

For Round 1 of Slave Exchange: http://slaveexchange.livejournal.com/6672.html 

Note 1: Thanks to Phantisma for setting this wonderful challenge and community and I really hope that my take on this prompt will meet the prompter agreement.

Note 2: I read plenty of hardcore things but somehow I started working on this challenge and got stuck hesitating between AC02 and AC06 and at the end of it all, I went with a more contemporary (as much as can be in this fictional work) view of what could be the setting of an actual Master/slave relationship rather than being based on an existing world/society that already condones it. I hope you won’t mind.


Read Part 1


PART 2




Sam was seething. He understood Dean had a life before they met but he never liked unknown elements coming to head with his nicely laid plans… He didn’t want to stress Dean more than he was though, so he kept a large hand on his trembling thighs on the way back home and drove as fast as he could.

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Thank you so much for reading :)

In this verse there is now a follow-up story called The Rules of the Game

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Author's Name: Spankedbyspike
Title: In the Service of His Master
Rating: NC-17

Word Count: 13034

Pairing/Characters: Sam/dean (not related)
Story Summary: Sam, a doctor working in the ER services of a hospital in San Francisco must leave town to help his father, a Hunter, deal with a Supernatural being close to Portland. There he discovers a submissive man, Dean, and starts a BDSM relationship that could change his life.
Warnings: Mature wording, concepts and content, BDSM elements, some non sexual and non graphic abuse, and Spanking
Link to Community: http://slaveexchange.livejournal.com/ & Crossposted at: http://slaveexchange.livejournal.com/6672.html 
Story Banner: Angelus2hot

Prompt: AC06
Master: Jared or Sam
Slave: Jensen or Dean
Primary Prompt Phrase: BDSM gone wrong, healing
Secondary Prompt Phrase: Mute!Jen (Dean), ER Doc + Dom! Jared (Sam)
Round 1

Note 1: Thanks to Phantisma for setting this wonderful challenge and community and I really hope that my take on this prompt will meet the prompter agreement.

Note 2: I read plenty of hardcore things but somehow I started working on this challenge and got stuck hesitating between AC02 and AC06 and at the end of it all, I went with a more contemporary (as much as can be in this fictional work) view of what could be the setting of an actual Master/slave relationship rather than being based on an existing world/society that already condones it. I hope you won’t mind.


 

Enjoy the story and Cheers to everyone!


 

Time was running out. Sam had found his father passed out and bloody next to the decomposing body of the demon he had slain. John had managed a call for back up just before the battle broke and Sam made sure to have every potential supplies to patch his Daddy, as often needed.

Creating a sling for his broken arm was easy. Cleaning and closing the large gash on his cheek a piece of cake, dealing with the cracked ribs was another matter entirely that he will leave for the hospital and so he rushed the only family he had left to the Urgent Care unit he had already called in the next town. He’d take some time off and stay with his father until he could drag his stubborn ass back home.


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Title: Not an Outsider
Author: Spanked by Spike
Implement: Hand and Belt
Characters: John spanks Sam, Dean, mention of Caleb
Words: 5406
Prompt: (6) So teen!chesters…Sam’s been REALLY bitchy. He feels like no one listens, no one cares. NOT EVEN DEAN! - Maybe Dean has backed Dad up on something. Sam really should have done x y or z and Dad’s anger is justified. Dad corrects him, tries to be understanding. Dean backs Dad up. Sam takes advantage of it and once again refuses to do x,y, or z. “I’m 15…I know how to research or shoot a gun or salt and burn or whatever." Then Dad loses his shit and whumps him. Dean has very little pity. “Shoulda done it lil’ brother” and that frustrates Sam. Happy ending though, with Sam admitting to himself he shoulda listened.
Author’s Notes: I had a hard time finding the right tone for the fic and the right misdeeds, but discovering the voice of Sam teenaged’ angst and John’s difficulty in living through it (with colorful language and all) was actually amazing. It got me thinking of the family dynamics in whole different ways, remembering through discussions with angelus2hot how hot headed we all were in our tweens and teens and how rough and unpolished our relationships with our siblings were at times. So, I hope this fulfills the hopes of the prompter and that you all will enjoy the read.
Posted here as part of the 2011 Holiday Fic Exchange at [livejournal.com profile] spn_spankings

Not an Outsider by SbS

“Little fucker! Sam, you’re gonna pay!” Dean was already rushing up the stairs ready to kick his brother ass.

“Dean, language, please.” John was in the kitchen working on reheating the pizza he got them, when he saw his first born zoom in the house and barely notice anything else, drowning in anger. Not that he doesn’t remember the days of angst and irritation he went through in his own teenage years but this is reaching the point of ridiculousness. He can’t recall the last time when they were all living in peace, that’s a relative term of course, but, still…

The crash that followed told him his sons found each other and were ducking it out. He wouldn’t intervene except if they break furniture that they’d have to replace, after all any physical activity is good activity in his book. John longed for the days of harmony though, were his two sons thought the moon and the sun, and even the stars hung on the other’s shoulder. Good Times!

Thank you for Reading... )

Thanks for reading and commenting
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Well Angelus2hot and myself challenged each other to write some masturbation stories just to see if we could. And also because there was that site with those type of stories we could have posted it after, but then we didn't keep the address of the community and couldn't post it anymore, so here are three ficlets (Supernatural -Keeping it Real-, Angel -One Right doesn't Right a Wrong- and X-Files-Sexy is Out There-) with my tentative writing in this new subgenre, I hope it somehow works...

None have had a beta but they were proofread, so if you see any errors or have suggestions please don’t hesitate to pm me, thanks!



Title: Keeping it Real
Rating: NC-17 (can't be understated, this is for adults and full of sexual references)
Fandom: Supernatural
Character: Dean (20 years old in a rental house John set them in)
Author: SpankedbySpike
Words: 776

Gratifying myself is nothing new. I had discovered the pleasure of my flesh a long time ago, and short of self-bondage and auto oral simulation, I think I’ve tried about anything with my hands or the help of the extensive play kit growing, one item at a time, underneath my bed or in my duffel. Any guy out there would relate; the need for peace and for some alone time to reconnect with oneself. It’s not like I don’t like my fun with a partner of choice, I even still remember fondly the days when any partner would do…

Read the rest of the Ficlet )
 


Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed it!

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 [livejournal.com profile] spankedbyspike  on November 18th, 2010 08:03 am (UTC)
Prompt: John, Dean
Dean suffers from/of PTSD after his first few hunts and John finds a way to help his kid.
grouchydrake.livejournal.com/1161.html#cutid1 or rozabellalove.livejournal.com/70137.html



 
Well I had posted a lot of prompts at Rozabellalove JDM Comment ficathon and one of my prompt just got answered.Enjoy everyone!


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The Winchester Way, Spanked by Spike

Rating: PG-15 (mostly for language and subject matter, i.e. spanking)

Characters: Dean, Sam, Adam and John Winchester

Created for Minx Birthday Challenge, Summer 2010; betaed by the wonderful and very patient Atalantaj

Most mistakes left are mine and you are welcome to point them to me. Thanks for taking the time to read this story; it’s a new direction for me (fun but new and untried nevertheless). And sorry for the length… I got carried away a bit…


PS: I know it's sad, but I still haven't figured how to make the lj cut work. This is the 5th try and it obviously is not going to happen tonight, sorry for  this mishap.

 

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…being in her panties is the best next thing to being in her pussy…

 

 

The Initiation of Dean Winchester: The Pink Panties of Rhonda Hurley (Jan/Feb 2010)

A story dedicated to Smut_Slut, written for her Birthday (I know, I am a little late… Sorry!), I hope you will enjoy this personal vision of how this particular back-story played out.

Author: Spanked by Spike

Rating: NC-17 for sexual material

Characters: Dean Winchester, Rhonda Hurley (Supernatural)

Note: This fantasy is what could have made both Future Dean and our Dean dream for years…

Note (2): These characters and universe are simply borrowed, no money is made and yes, sadly, Dean Winchester is really not mine, well Rhonda neither….

 

 

The Initiation of Dean Winchester: The Pink Panties of Rhonda Hurley, Spanked by Spike

 

Dean was restless. John had left the boys last night and the Saturday has been spent helping Sammy, feeding him, driving him around, answering his questions, entertaining him. Rhonda Hurley had hinted all week long that she was more than interested in some action and he was eager to make it happen. The girl was a dream come true: the look of a pinup, the dirty mind of a teenager, the fantasy of most guys in the school and of a few girls too!

 

 

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