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Hope you will enjoy the read and if anything in here inspires you for a longer fic or some art, please do not hesitate!

I was . . . once a child, happy and care free. It was a time filled with playful memories, supported by a loving mother, never once thinking of my father!

I am . . . a slightly introvert friend that truly believes in the hero within me. I am the mirror of my mom, caring about others and yet able to do it all on my own!

I am… a dreamer of impossible adventures and even better, working relentlessly to create my own by becoming a Hunter. What's that you say? Let me tell you about my dad and how lucky I was to have met him when I turned eight...

I think . . . that you will assume that I lie, that Changelings do not exist, that Supernatural creatures are a figment of my imagination and that maybe I am a crazed kid channeling my inner Don Quixote. I know the truth though... and when push comes to shove, I can stand on my two feet and fight back... or flee with grace... After all, the only good hero is the living one, if you'd believe my uncle, Sam Winchester.

I wonder . . . if my dad shares Uncle Sam belief. Maybe it has to do with the fact that their own father is not there with them, day in and day out. A victim at times, a hero at others, almost too often an ass... Not my words, mind you, but as you hear the Winchester siblings talk in hushed tones about John, he must have been one hell of a bear to contend with!

I wish . . . I could have spent time with the man. But if it is anything like the last six months, with Dean, my dad, here at home, then I can assure you that the Winchester family is one you all would like to join. I know my dad miss him but even more he misses his brother and if wishes could really come true, I would have spend so much time on my knees praying for everyone safe return, or if not possible for more time together…

I save . . . news clippings late at night, wherever I can and when I am alone. My parents don’t want me to even entertain the idea of becoming a Hunter; it cost too much they say, I reply that it is too much fun not to.

I always . . . do what I want. At least I used to. Of course once a badass Dean Winchester moves in and becomes the man in charge in your own home, it’s kind of hard standing up for your principles if you can’t damn well justify they are the best freaking choices…

I can't imagine . . . ever going for a joy ride without thinking about his whole special brand of discipline. The only good news though it’s how it’s always followed by pies… Pies galore! Pies up to the tenth! I wonder where all that sugary pie ends up… He really still has a six pack… My dad!

I believe . . . that there is a reason for my world to have been upturned and for Dean deciding to live with us. He has made such a difference in our lives, I can’t even imagine a time and place in which he is not part of our family. We are all better together.

I promise . . . to be true to the man Dean is, to the woman my mom is, to the memory of those lost to the battle fought in the dark to give a chance to humanity to be all that it can be.

I love . . . today, tomorrow and forever. I love myself, the child I was, the teen I am, the fighter I will be and everyone that helps me be the best I can be!

Based on a meme with the original prompt of "I" that you have to complete in the spirit of an SPN Character of your choice at [ profile] spn_spankings

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Date: 2017-01-23 11:02 am (UTC)
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Well that just broke my heart, but in a really lovely way, aren't I a strange one? lol!

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Date: 2017-01-24 12:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
How nice of a comment!!!

Thank you and no worries I relate to how you feel. Ben's life has been quite the roller coaster!

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Date: 2017-01-23 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
That was so beautiful and sad at the same time. I loved it! Thank you so much for sharing!

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Date: 2017-01-24 12:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh thank you, you are way too kind.

I am certainly glad you liked it as I am very slowly starting to write again and enjoy all the encouragement I get :)

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Date: 2017-01-28 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aw, this is lovely, I so wanted Ben to be Dean's kid and I wish he could have made things with Lisa and Ben work. I love this line...

He has made such a difference in our lives, I can’t even imagine a time and place in which he is not part of our family. We are all better together.

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Date: 2017-01-29 02:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Lol... No one gives a thought to Ben and Lisa often seeing them as distractions instead of the anchors they served to a broken Dean.

I liked their characters and I tried to put myself in the shoes of that young boy and how having someone like Dean in your life might have changed your universe...

I am so glad you found this and enjoyed it... even more cause you stopped by and commented :)

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Date: 2017-01-30 05:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I found it via Milly, and I'm glad she shared it! I think having Dean around changed Ben, as he saw Dean as a hero and wanted to be like him, but of course all that was erased by Cas, so sad.

I would love to see Lisa and Ben on the show again, I think Dean would have kept an eye on them although they are never mentioned - he did warn Sam not to mention Lisa to him again and Sam must have taken that to heart! - and if they were in trouble he would help them.

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Date: 2017-01-30 08:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Couldn't agree more but I am grateful for small mercies, at least they didn't get killed :)
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